Through With Love

Today I realized that I'm doing a choreography for a music that says everything about my past relationship... EVERYTHING!
I love this music... It's extremely toutching, specially for me (as I relate so much to it...).

I'll never forgive him (my ex) for what he did to me.
He took away most of my innocence about life... made me give up so many things and so many important people in my life...
I guess the lyric says it all...

Here it is:

Through With Love - Destiny's Child

I gave my heart to you
I gave up my friends like you said I should do
Put aside my smile for you
I'd grow out my dreams if you said you didn't approve
I gave my mind
Compromised my life
Just to see I'd find
You were trying to hold me back
Slowly throwing me off of my track
Disappointed again

[Chorus]
I'm through with it (love)
I'm through with it, through with it (love)
(…)
I'm finally giving it up
I've given so much in the past (past)
For a love I never had (had)
I'm through with it, I'm
I'm through with it, (love)
I'm through with it, through with it (love)
I'm finally giving it up

Oh, there you go comparing me
To every little model on the TV screen
Oh, there you go
complaining to me
Cos I wanna spend time with my family
My esteem has gone down
You never wanna take me out
You make me feel young and alone
I don't know where to go
I'm through with it

[Chorus]

I shared all my secrets with you
Even when it hurt to tell the truth
I paralyzed my growth for you
I gave you control
Felt so helpless when but you
Couldn't be a friend (a friend)
To anyone happy (happy)
Cos with you (I see)
Misery loves company
Don't know if this love
Cos if this is love I don't want it anymore

[Chorus]

Wonder why I feel so empty
I'm crying out for some stability
Destroy my many insecurities
I'm breaking down, somebody pray for me
Need a love like no other not an ordinary love
Restore my joy, bring stamina, courage
Lord I need your love

I've found a new, found a new love
(I don't have to hurt no more)
I found a new love
I've found a new, found a new love
I've found a new, found a new love
I finally found it in God
I've given so much in the past (past)
For a love I always had (had)
I've found a new, found a new love
I've found a new, found a new love
I finally found it in God